OnlyOnMondaysJAM

Why do I say the things I say? Why do I act the way I act? What is it about me that hate so much? As a matter of fact... Why do I hate myself?... Is it the social awkardness? The stuttering, clumsy self? Is it the way I look?... Or is it because I never can believe in myself? Is it because of how I think? Is it because it's my nature...  and I know I'm not perfect? Well the answer is simple and clear... I'm NOT perfect. So I ask myself that question, " Why do I hate myself?", and when I really think about it, it all comes down to me TRYING to be perfect and failing. Failing miserably to the point were I cry every night, even though I shouldn'